beneath the mire

beneath the surface, stark emptiness

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Holy crap, this couldn’t look any more like my cat Ichi. The giant ears and all!

Holy crap, this couldn’t look any more like my cat Ichi. The giant ears and all!

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I apparently don’t have a good enough reason to be in a shitty mood, so to hell with me then.

Cause I really needed just one more thing to make me feel like I’m going at this alone…

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(Source: kidcults, via kthulhufhtagn)

Not that I was keeping track, but it had been months. Back to 0.

The best thing to do for someone when they’re crying, wether you know the reason or you don’t, just fucking hold them. Don’t wait for them to ask. At that point they’re too deep in negative thoughts in their head tormenting themselves. So they can’t ask. But in their mind they’re screaming to be held and comforted. And as far as they can tell, whatever’s on TV is more important. Which just amplifies every harsh feeling.

tagged: crying  alone  need comfort  

Nothing like one sentence to bring some of your fears to a harsh truth…
fucking numb.

tagged: can't sleep  can't cry  

Crying in the bathroom, feeling completely useless, and thinking up ways to die. Tonight had so much potential to be good, where did it all go so wrong…

Edit: and then he mutters ‘get away’ as I once again try to comfort and hold him. This is… One of the worst feelings ever…